Protected: Stress.
Busy me.
Have not been writing in this ranting place of mine lately. Been really busy. With school and school and school.
Before school started, there is the annual HSS FOC for the freshies. I was lucky this year to have a cute and fun-loving group of freshies under my charge. Together with Jackson and Cheryl, I believe the whole group has unforgettable memories which we will all look back with a smile. Torco! I love you guys! =D
School started soon after that and mrBF and I have lesser time with each other. With his number of overtime increasing and my school workload increasing at an exponential rate. But what matters most is quality time spent, not quantity. =D So, we are alright with the current situation.
School has been fun yet horrible. I have a 5-day week this semester, all because of a stupid 1-hour tutorial on friday. Without that, I could have been on a 4-day week. =C
Taking an elective termed: Forensic Science. Really interesting as we get to understand how to look at a crime scene for clues and provide reasonings for our theories. =D
By the way, am taking a module with a professor named: Ernie! And he is not funny at all. He wears this super tight shirts which shows off his man-boobs! *nadnut alert!* He’s not big size but he has quite a bit of man boobs, as seen. We suspect he is a little ostergen over-drive. Haha. He seriously has no sense of humour either, because a topic as interesting as Game Theory when taught by him made us yawned!
However, I cannot complain much since I bother him every tutorial for a change of tutorial timeslot to avoid making a 1.5 hours journey to and fro school just for that 1-hour. =C
Well, that is almost all the updates already.
Oh yah, one last point. My beloved brother is in Algeria currently. Our whole family really misses him a lot. It is like, suddenly having to cook for 3 instead of 4 (or 5 if the gf is around), no one to bicker with me or nag at me, no one to open my door in the middle of the night when he comes home to check if I am asleep. These are the little things which I seems not to notice then, but misses quite a bit now. =C
But he will be back soon, October, during which he will has a transit at Paris! Of course, I will hope that he will become a millionaire suddenly so that he will get me a burberry or LV bag on the way.
That should be all for now, since I am actually in the school library, waiting for 0930, of which my boring economatrics lecture will begin. Hey, Mr Sandman, wait for me!!
Things that irritate me..
Don’t you just hate it when you are rushing for time( fine, I was just really hungry and looking forward to going home to Empress’s cooking) and the journey which usually takes 10 minutes was extended to 20 minutes? Just because the Bus driver decides to be a road hog and drive at 20km/hr??? And turns into bus stops that has ABSOLUTELY NO ONE!?!!
That is super irritating can!! My stomach was already growling like nobody’s businss and yet, it takes forever to reach my destination.
Another thing that irritate me, being paid for nothing. Yes, your eyes did not play tricks on you. PAID FOR NOTHING! Has been working for 3 weeks already, yet the amount of work I did is so dismal. Not that I am slacking, but there is really nothing to do due to the higher authorities taking their own sweet time to upload the files for us to do our part.
mrBF has been really great to me. He picks me up after work and accompany me for lunch whenever he can. Just the other day, he played MJ with Grandma to keep her entertained even when he does not like to play. Sometimes, I think that he is really too nice to me and I do not deserve it. However, I do try to change for him, to be a nicer person.
Met up with Princess Green Tea on Sunday for brunch as well. Has not seen her for so long yet she is still the same! Still as skinny as ever and a great meal buddy!
Going for a short getaway on the last week of June, to our neighbouring country’s city, KL. Any recommendations for entertainment?
Mother Nature
I guess the topic of Earthquake in ChengDu has been on everyone mind the past week or so. It has also created a dinner topic for the Royal Family 3 nights ago.
Somehow, have anyone realised the number of natural disasters in recent years?
- SARS (still a disaster anyway)
- Tsunami
- Hurricane Katrina
- Cyclone Nargis
- Volcano Eruptions
- Bird Flu
- Many many more……
I cannot help but think that could these be our own doing? If we did not anger Mother Nature in the first place, would she unleash her fury on us?
Look at all the damage Man has done to her. The rapid depletion of Amazon forest, the increasing pollution that causes unimaginable consequences, the extinction of animal and loads more.
However, looking at all these events from an Economist’s( I know I am not one yet but going to be one anyway) point of view. Could it simply be Mother Nature trying to control the exploding population using her own means? Look at the number of people in the developing countries who dies daily due to starvation, malnutrition, thirst even?
All these can be explained using a simple model of demand and supply.
The ever increasing demand but decreasing supply leads to many people not getting what they need for survival!
The basic theory of scarcity! Finite resources and unlimited needs!
As the Prince of the family predicts, will the next epidemic hit the sheep next, since all other animals have been affected already ( think Bird Flu, Mad Cow Disease)?
Sometimes, instead of blaming Mother Nature for unleashing her fury, maybe we can try to understand things from her point of view? She did all these because she loves us. Though by sacrificing so many lives just to keep others alive, it is inevitable lest one day, Man will really extinct, just like the dinosaurs!
Work is no fun… but…
Work is worse!
Finally finished one week of holiday temporary work.
Am currently working at Science Park doing logistics. An area I have not deal with previously. It is a whole new experience to me, but really boring! No one to talk to because I only have one other partner doing the same thing and we have to share the workload so that we can finish them on time. However, she took MC today and I was left to finish the remainder, which is quite a lot, by myself.
Empress kept asking me how is work and all I can say is my colleague is very lazy. She always complain that she is tired and wants to take break or she wants to sleep. How to finish our work like that?
Though I do keep talking about taking break, but I make sure that I finish my work before I do but she does not! She simply says that we can leave it for later. =.=”
Anyway, mrBF came to pick me up after work for a few days. So nice of him to make the trip down then send me home. Sometimes, I feel that I do not appreciate him enough. I guess, that is what people call as giving your best in a relationship.
Suddenly I miss my schooling days. Those days without stress of finishing my work on time.
Uncle Yeo will be coming back from SpitLand soon and there is going to be a Tea Party to welcome him back! Also, the party is to celebrate my LaoDa’s birthday. Have not seen both of them ever since the previous party!
Time passes so fast when one is having so much fun! I miss hanging out with the barflies! Though they are full of nonsense most of the time, they can be really knowledgeable too! So if you are interested in joining us for the upcoming Tea Party, join us at Cowboybar today!
Exams..
I have a paper in 4.5 hours time. And here I am, updating my blog. What is wrong with me?!
Seriously, I think this is the least prepared paper but, I simply have no idea how to prepare for it!
So, I chose the easy way out. Just relax and do whatever I can. Even though I have a million and one other things on my mind. Like what am I going to do during the holidays. And how to score for the other papers.
Somehow, I take stress differently from others. They tend to mug a lot, while I slack a lot. I know that it is wrong buy I simply cannot help it.
*sigh*
What to do? Too smart for my own good.
Can I…
This question was asked by mrBF today.
Can I go?
His friends asked him to go for some drinks with them as they have not had a boys night out for quite some time.
I was wondering, what if I said no?
BUT
How can anyone says no?
I am only his girlfriend, or friend according to the Empress, not his family members. I have no right to control his life. I cannot believe it when his friend said that he has to call his girlfriend to report.And his girlfriend actually set some “rules” for him if he was to go ahead. o.O
I believe that when 2 people get involve in a relationship, they should still maintain their own social circle and make time for their friends and family. Everyone should have control over their own lives.
I mean, can you imagine that someone else is running your life for you? You have to ask for permission to do every single little thing? How sad can one get?
I totally can understand the fact that you want your Significant Other (S.O.) to know your whereabouts so put him/her at ease. However, to ask for permission to do something and to adhere to the rules set, it is really pathetic.
The rules set by said girlfriend was:
1) Do not get drunk - acceptable
2) Do not look at girls - which guy will not look at other girls??
3) Do not send girl/s home - acceptable
4) Get home early - Hello? They are going drinking, how to et home early?
5) etc..
mrBF asked if he can look at girls. I said yes. Why not?
Look, what I told the Emperor the other day. He can go out and play for all I care. As long as he knows how that he has to come home in the end and did nothing wrong towards me. If he really do something wrong, it simply means that the guy does not really treasure the relationship and it is time to change a new partner.
I know some people may not agree with this but, it is true. How to stop him from doing what he wants? As long as his heart is with you, he will behave appropriately.
So now, I am missing mrBF like mad while he is enjoying himself.
=C
Protected: idiots!
Nice things mrBF can consider doing..
Suddenly, when I look back at the comments that I had received, I saw this particular one.
It was from the door bitch who was nice enough to allow me to enter Double O at the earlier part of the year.
She is a blogger too, just that she has yet to update for a long time.
Saw this particular post that I think is quite amusing.
So I cut and paste it here.
When I walk away from him mad [ he’ll follow me ]
When I stare at his lips [ he’ll smile… then kiss me ]
When I push or hit him [ he’ll hug me tight ]
When I start cursing at him [ he’ll say “I love you” ]
When I’m quiet [ he’ll hold my hand and ask what’s wrong ]
When I ignore him [ he’ll act cute so I’ll notice him ]
When I pull away [ he’ll pull me back ]
When he sees me at my worst [ he’ll tell me he loves me and I still look amazing ]
When he sees me start crying [ he’ll hold me… ask me what’s wrong ]
When he sees me walking [ he’ll approach me… give me a kiss on the cheek ]
When I’m scared [ he’ll assure me he’s not going to leave me ]
When I lay my head on his shoulder [ he’ll tilt his head too… and hold my hand]
When I steal his favorite hat [ he’ll let me keep it]
When I tease him [ he’ll tease me back and make me laugh ]
When I don’t answer for a long time [ he’ll reassure me that everything is okay ]
When I look at him with doubt [ he’ll back himself up ]
When I grab at his hands [ he’ll hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When I bump into him [ he’ll bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When I tell him a secret [ he’ll keep it safe and untold ]
When I look at him in his eyes [ he doesn’t look away until I do ]
When I say that I like him [ I really do more than he could understand ]
When I miss him [ I’m hurting inside ]
When I say it’s all over [ I still wants him to be mine ]
When he breaks my heart [ the pain never really goes away ]
- He’ll stay on the phone with me even if I not saying anything.
- When I’m mad, he’ll hug me tight and not let go.
- When I say I’m ok, he’ll not believe it and talk with me because 10 yrs later I’ll remember him.
- He’ll call me at 12:00am on my birthday to tell me he loves me.
- He’ll call me before I sleep and after I wake up.
- He’ll treat me like I’m all that matters to him.
- He’ll tease me and let me tease him back.
- He’ll stay up all night with me when I’m sick.
- He’ll watch my favorite movie with me or my favorite show even if he think it’s stupid.
- He’ll give me the world.
- He’ll let me wear his clothes.
- When I’m bored and sad, he’ll hang out with me.
- He’ll let me know that I’m important.
- He’ll kiss me in the pouring rain.
- When I run up to him crying, the first thing he’ll say is,”Whose ass am I kicking babe?”
credits: miryclay.wordpress.com
Fever..
Been down with fever these few days. I knew that something was wrong since monday. But being lazy and all, I refused to do anything till I came back from Ikea on wed with Xiao Hong, ZX and Chris. Was feeling cold the whole day, even with the fan being turned to the lowest.
My new room-mate, Xingyan, took really good care of me. Always worried about me. Keep sms/msn me about my condition. Thanks!
Finally cannot take it anymore on thursday and decided to call the Emperor and Emperess to bring me to the doctor.
Came home and really ponder. Should I continue staying in hall or not.
Emperess actually encouraged me to get a room so that I do not have to wake up too early in the morning to travel to school. But, I miss home!! I miss the tender loving care that my family showers upon me. Even the much admired Prince volunteered to get breakfast for me!
Another thing worth mentioning, I put on my msn nick that:
I’ll marry whoever that brings me a packet of fries from Mac! *except the deliveryperson and a lady. =D
And the result:
- Da Nan Ren says that too bad he hasn’t got a car, else he will defintely get the fries for me.
- Ken says that he will call for the delivery for me. *but that is not the point!
- Cow says that he will ask r3g to buy for me. ==.
