Wondering..
Unsure that I am doing things the right way.
By giving us a break, I thought that we can think things through and hopefully come up with a solution.
However, I’m greatly disappointed.
For the things that you “said”.
I do know what is going on in your life. I really do. Just that I refuse to comment does not mean that I do not care. I do not know what exactly is the coldness that you often speak of.
I do not know what to do now. Just waiting for tomorrow to come, giving myself the next 25 hours to think of nothing.
Protected: tears.
Busy me.
Have not been writing in this ranting place of mine lately. Been really busy. With school and school and school.
Before school started, there is the annual HSS FOC for the freshies. I was lucky this year to have a cute and fun-loving group of freshies under my charge. Together with Jackson and Cheryl, I believe the whole group has unforgettable memories which we will all look back with a smile. Torco! I love you guys! =D
School started soon after that and mrBF and I have lesser time with each other. With his number of overtime increasing and my school workload increasing at an exponential rate. But what matters most is quality time spent, not quantity. =D So, we are alright with the current situation.
School has been fun yet horrible. I have a 5-day week this semester, all because of a stupid 1-hour tutorial on friday. Without that, I could have been on a 4-day week. =C
Taking an elective termed: Forensic Science. Really interesting as we get to understand how to look at a crime scene for clues and provide reasonings for our theories. =D
By the way, am taking a module with a professor named: Ernie! And he is not funny at all. He wears this super tight shirts which shows off his man-boobs! *nadnut alert!* He’s not big size but he has quite a bit of man boobs, as seen. We suspect he is a little ostergen over-drive. Haha. He seriously has no sense of humour either, because a topic as interesting as Game Theory when taught by him made us yawned!
However, I cannot complain much since I bother him every tutorial for a change of tutorial timeslot to avoid making a 1.5 hours journey to and fro school just for that 1-hour. =C
Well, that is almost all the updates already.
Oh yah, one last point. My beloved brother is in Algeria currently. Our whole family really misses him a lot. It is like, suddenly having to cook for 3 instead of 4 (or 5 if the gf is around), no one to bicker with me or nag at me, no one to open my door in the middle of the night when he comes home to check if I am asleep. These are the little things which I seems not to notice then, but misses quite a bit now. =C
But he will be back soon, October, during which he will has a transit at Paris! Of course, I will hope that he will become a millionaire suddenly so that he will get me a burberry or LV bag on the way.
That should be all for now, since I am actually in the school library, waiting for 0930, of which my boring economatrics lecture will begin. Hey, Mr Sandman, wait for me!!
Some thoughts…
Just had an emotional talk with mrBF. Was telling him about me going out on thursday with my juniors for kbox and dinner. He was not very happy about letting me go. And I can understand.
I know that he worries about me being snatched away by other guy/s (like yah right??). Because a similar incident happened before but that does not mean it will happen again.
Some may say that he is selfish but I will say that it is his lack of self-confidence at work. Therefore, I believe that a heart-to-heart is required at this moment. That was what we did exactly. I hope that I manage to regain some of those confidence after the talk.
Smelly Bii Bii,
Remember what I told you just now? You will always be the one I love. All these gatherings and camps only serve one purpose. And you know what is it. Have faith in me k. I love you.
Xiang Bii Bii.
Happy Birthday to my Dearest!
Today is a happy day!!
Because……
It is my dearest mrBF’s 22nd birthday!! And we are at a chalet to celebrate!!
It has been a very very happy 5 months and 4 days by his side. The amount of joy, love, care and concern that he showered me with is definitely comparable to those of my family.
Not sure if you guys have seen these photos but I know he will kill me if he knows that I post it here. =D
And now, he has started on a new section of his life, his work, while I still remain where I am, a student.
I hope he doesn’t abandon me for those Obit Girls at his workplace, not that there are any to speak of.
Dearest mrBF,
I hope that you have enjoy the celebrations held last night, with your friends and family. Though I may seems bossy or irritating or small gas at times, I still love you loads, but maybe not as much as you love me. So glad that you are officially 22 already, please start acting your age k, you are not 18 anymore, neither am I. We have to work very hard to build that future of ours. Sorry that you have to start earlier but I will definitely catch up with you soon. Thanks for everything that you have done for me. I really appreciate you and I don’t know what I can do but just to stay by your side to give you my utmost support.
Love,
Princess.
*pictures coming up at the next post.
Things that irritate me..
Don’t you just hate it when you are rushing for time( fine, I was just really hungry and looking forward to going home to Empress’s cooking) and the journey which usually takes 10 minutes was extended to 20 minutes? Just because the Bus driver decides to be a road hog and drive at 20km/hr??? And turns into bus stops that has ABSOLUTELY NO ONE!?!!
That is super irritating can!! My stomach was already growling like nobody’s businss and yet, it takes forever to reach my destination.
Another thing that irritate me, being paid for nothing. Yes, your eyes did not play tricks on you. PAID FOR NOTHING! Has been working for 3 weeks already, yet the amount of work I did is so dismal. Not that I am slacking, but there is really nothing to do due to the higher authorities taking their own sweet time to upload the files for us to do our part.
mrBF has been really great to me. He picks me up after work and accompany me for lunch whenever he can. Just the other day, he played MJ with Grandma to keep her entertained even when he does not like to play. Sometimes, I think that he is really too nice to me and I do not deserve it. However, I do try to change for him, to be a nicer person.
Met up with Princess Green Tea on Sunday for brunch as well. Has not seen her for so long yet she is still the same! Still as skinny as ever and a great meal buddy!
Going for a short getaway on the last week of June, to our neighbouring country’s city, KL. Any recommendations for entertainment?
Work is no fun… but…
Work is worse!
Finally finished one week of holiday temporary work.
Am currently working at Science Park doing logistics. An area I have not deal with previously. It is a whole new experience to me, but really boring! No one to talk to because I only have one other partner doing the same thing and we have to share the workload so that we can finish them on time. However, she took MC today and I was left to finish the remainder, which is quite a lot, by myself.
Empress kept asking me how is work and all I can say is my colleague is very lazy. She always complain that she is tired and wants to take break or she wants to sleep. How to finish our work like that?
Though I do keep talking about taking break, but I make sure that I finish my work before I do but she does not! She simply says that we can leave it for later. =.=”
Anyway, mrBF came to pick me up after work for a few days. So nice of him to make the trip down then send me home. Sometimes, I feel that I do not appreciate him enough. I guess, that is what people call as giving your best in a relationship.
Suddenly I miss my schooling days. Those days without stress of finishing my work on time.
Uncle Yeo will be coming back from SpitLand soon and there is going to be a Tea Party to welcome him back! Also, the party is to celebrate my LaoDa’s birthday. Have not seen both of them ever since the previous party!
Time passes so fast when one is having so much fun! I miss hanging out with the barflies! Though they are full of nonsense most of the time, they can be really knowledgeable too! So if you are interested in joining us for the upcoming Tea Party, join us at Cowboybar today!
Sorry..
Am at mrBF’s place now. Did something wrong on wednesday. Disappointed mrBF till the point that he does not have trust in me anymore. Really sorry to mrBF. I really did not do it with ill intention.
Luckily, he has already forgiven me and all is fine now. Really has learnt a lot from this incident. Learnt that mrBF is indeed, the best-est boyfriend a girl can has, and, I have to grow up. Have to take responsibility for my own actions.
mrBF, I am really sorry for being the disappointment that I was, but I promise that I will learn from this mistake, and behave myself and be the best girlfriend that any boy can has. Remember our promises? The future that we dream of? I will work hard with you to make that dream becomes a reality. =D
Can I…
This question was asked by mrBF today.
Can I go?
His friends asked him to go for some drinks with them as they have not had a boys night out for quite some time.
I was wondering, what if I said no?
BUT
How can anyone says no?
I am only his girlfriend, or friend according to the Empress, not his family members. I have no right to control his life. I cannot believe it when his friend said that he has to call his girlfriend to report.And his girlfriend actually set some “rules” for him if he was to go ahead. o.O
I believe that when 2 people get involve in a relationship, they should still maintain their own social circle and make time for their friends and family. Everyone should have control over their own lives.
I mean, can you imagine that someone else is running your life for you? You have to ask for permission to do every single little thing? How sad can one get?
I totally can understand the fact that you want your Significant Other (S.O.) to know your whereabouts so put him/her at ease. However, to ask for permission to do something and to adhere to the rules set, it is really pathetic.
The rules set by said girlfriend was:
1) Do not get drunk - acceptable
2) Do not look at girls - which guy will not look at other girls??
3) Do not send girl/s home - acceptable
4) Get home early - Hello? They are going drinking, how to et home early?
5) etc..
mrBF asked if he can look at girls. I said yes. Why not?
Look, what I told the Emperor the other day. He can go out and play for all I care. As long as he knows how that he has to come home in the end and did nothing wrong towards me. If he really do something wrong, it simply means that the guy does not really treasure the relationship and it is time to change a new partner.
I know some people may not agree with this but, it is true. How to stop him from doing what he wants? As long as his heart is with you, he will behave appropriately.
So now, I am missing mrBF like mad while he is enjoying himself.
=C
Ken..
This post goes out to mrBF.
Happy 2nd month anniversary!
I know that to the others, 2 months may seems like a very short period, nothing to be proud of.
But knowing the stuff that went on during these 2 months, I would say that we have achieved a great feat!
Thanks for being there for me all the time.
Thanks for coaxing me to sleep all the time.
Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense.
Thanks for attempting to give me a different answer everytime I ask you why do you love me (which is every night).
Thanks for assuring me that I am loved by you.
Thanks for accepting my insecurities.
Thanks for loving me.
May there be more anniversaries to come!
Woohoo!
To end this,
I shall post the picture of the jigsaw we did together:
HIAO EH! I LOVE YOU!!
