Emo shit.
Why didn’t you stop me.. Why didn’t you say that you love me? Why didn’t you clarify everything properly with me then? Why didn’t you attempt to come back? So many whys.. All without answers.. Will be left unanswered forever..
Did you really love me then? Did you love me as deeply as I did to you?Did you think that the world will end if I ever leave you? Did you.. at all..
I felt like dying when things happen all of a sudden.. I was the 3rd party, unknowingly..
Today, you came back into my life. After a 1.5 yrs hiatus. You just waltz in. With a simple hi. Into my heart once again. I want to shut that door that you slammed in my place then. I wanna keep it tightly shut. But, my fingers refuse to do my bidding. They wanna find out how have you been. How are you and your new girlfriend. Apparently, you told me you guys are taking a break, broke up. Can I believe you, like I once did, naively?
Are you trying to toy with my feelings, like you once did, 1.5 yrs ago? Or, are you trying to be friendly once again?
I don’t even remember how I got to know you.. just that, we got along really well. You were with Kim then, and you guys broke up. U picked me up from my workplace one day. We went for lunch. or is it dinner?
We had fun, unlike strangers. because we already knew each other from the numerous phone calls and conversations online. Though that was the first time we met, i knew u were the one for me. We got together on that very day. That was silly of me, isnt it? to entrust myself to a stranger, like u.
U made me feel like a princess, a real princess. always pampering me, giving in to me and always being there for me, even though you couldnt really click with my frens. I really thanked you for all those happy memories.
but the pain you brought with you and inflicted on me… has yet to heal.. and i doubt will ever.. i still miss u now and then.. good thing is, we dont have common frens so.. things are not that complicated..
by coming back into my life now.. what are you trying to do/say?
my fragile heart cannot take the pain once more.. i will simply die from the pain.. pls.. stay far away from me.. if you are bringing me pain yet again…
My tears will not be shed for you again.
