is it me, or you?

Some how,  in recent days,

I seems to find fault with everything.

Everyone seems to be at fault except me.

What is wrong?

It is definitely not PMS,

then what is this?

Stress?

Anxiety?

I really do not know.

I blame everyone for the things that goes wrong,

never myself.

I hate to put up a facade in front of people I dislike.

That is why some says I am proud.

I hate talking to this person,

I refuse to answer the questions this person post.

I always have reasons for the things I do.

But,

are the reasons,

really reasons?

or just excuses,

or even cover up for my nasty behaviour?

How I hope there is someone who can explain my behavior to me.

Or just help me overcome this trying period.

I hate the way I am now.

The way I am behaving now.

I hate myself,

and the whole world too.

ps: I failed my driving test.

pps: I am going to NTU, doing economics this coming august. Any one else going?

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  1. Alamak, my campmate just failed his driving test also. He’s very bitter because he said the TP’s biased, and also almost everybody in his family passed the test on the first try. At least you have some experience now, and you’re only one step away. Bie qi nei.

    Zhe Bin

  2. zhebin:

    thanks for the encouragement.
    my whole family was laughing their ass off when I told them I failed.
    Nice of them, isn’t it?

    =D

    Princess

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