Emo Rant III
I know that I have blogged about this before.
But I did not receive any response.
Initiative.
A word treasured by firms.
A word treasured by educators.
A word treasured by females too.
All females want their loved ones to express their undying love without prompting.
However,
how would the typical male respond when a female express her love?
Does it mean the same thing?
Or does it hold a deeper meaning because it is not everyday that a female will take the initiative?
I have an experience of expressing my liking once,
though it did not work out due to our differences,
at least I tried,
and I do not regret my actions.
I believe it takes a great deal of guts to take the initiative.
I know for me,
it was tough.
I had to practise it in my mind for a few days before I actually do it.
For a guy,
is it the same?
Or is it easier?
Is the love that build on the female’s initiative more steady,
or it actually makes no difference?
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I hate these thoughts that come to my mind at night.
I hate these random things that invade my mind nightly.
They make me lose my patience and sleep.
They harass me till I give up the fight.
I hate myself for giving up so easily.
I hate myself for allowing this to happen.
Can morning come sooner?
Can the moonlight devour me?
And allow me to wander off to my own fantasty?
Can my fantasy become reality?
