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The big day is looming closer.
4 more days away,
my fate will be sealed.
The major crossroad of my life.
The first,
but definitely not the last.
Seriously do not know which path to take,
Or is it too early to worry?
What if my results suck till the point that I actually do not have a choice?
That is the only worry I have.
If I do well,
I have no worries because
The Emperor will make up my mind,
for me.
As usual.
I hate myself for the lack of guts to rebel.
I hate myself for being so undecisive.
The only consolation?
I did gave my best.
Though it is not without regrets.
=C
CNY + Zouk nightout!
I know this is very very late.
But,
please pardon Her Royal Highness!
She still has to work,
unlike some mere commonfolk who seems to be unreachable at all times.
*Glare at Robin*
Anyway,
my CNY was a blast!
Chu 1 was spent at both Grannie’s place.
Met up with all my long lost siblings cousins and nephew and niece!
The Bai family!
Bro with niece Cheryl.
Princess with Jonathan.
Aunt with TingXiang.
Our SIA girl.
My little cousin who is taller than me!
*sob*
I thought I was a head taller than him??
Princess and Luke, the hunk.
Mummy and me camwhoring in the car.
Take 1.
Take N.
Empress tied my hair for me!
The-hunk-who-happens-to-be-the-Prince and Aunt Lolita.
The little emperors and Lynette.
All the Rats in the family!
ShiYing and Princess.
Princess with the future Emperors-to-be.
That kind of summarises my Chu 1,
because I was enjoying myself so much that I forgot to take photos.
Heh.
Chu 2.
Spent at my place.
Buffet for Dinner and Lunch.
King and Queens of the Mahjong table.
*Grandaunt: You taking my photo ar? Must pay money one hor!
I was too busy to take anymore photos.
=C
Chu 3.
Spent at Grandaunt’s place,
which was located at the ulu Lengkong Bahru.
Emperor and Empress camwhoring.
=D
The-hunk-who-happens-to-be-the-Prince and Daring Nathaniel.
Emperor and Darling Nathaniel.
Last but not least,
Princess and Darling Nathaniel.
He is such a darling that everyone wants to take a photo with him!
Forgot to take with Naomi though.
Heh.
:$
Chu 4.
Went to the Singapore Science centre with Uncle Steven and Darling Nathaniel.
My little Darling saying his Grace before breakfast with Daddy.
*Nat: I posed for so long you never take, I look away then you take!
Enjoying himself.
Oops,
forgot to off the flash.
Oops,
my hand shook.
Nat: Don’t take with you already, I want to play!
Whee!!
*Nat: So easy!
After 2 hours of endless fun, my little Darling announced that he is tired and requested to go home. =D
We left and headed to Jurong Point for lunch, from which I head for tuition thereafter.
But!
The day has just started!
Met up with Robin at 815 downstairs for our Zouk nightout!
Which is held as his farewell party.
He is leaving for ShangHai this coming Wednesday (28/02).
Boohoo!
I WILL MISS YOU NEIGHBOUR!
Wilson and Princess on the way to Zouk.
Princess and Woohoo Jnr.
Robin, the Knight in Crappy Armour, and Princess.
Together with Clement.
Princess with Alvin.
Gay buddies?
All I know is,
Alvin brought oranges to Zouk to wish us happy CNY!!
Hah!
Lady Huiwen and Princess.
The evil Senior trying to get Robin drunk with Long Island Tea,
Which was very very potent that night.
Trying to siam.
The decoration.
Nothing scandalous.
Just a normal friendly peckon the lips cheek.
~Lai frenly lai~
The main culprit who got Robin drunk.
Forgot his name.
=p
That roughly sums up the early part of the night.
Because Robin got so drunk that Junwei, the da po gong, and Princess have to bring him to the toilet to puke.
And before we reach the toilet,
he puked on my back.
=S
I had to ask some strangers to help me clean my back can!
So super gross can!!
For this friend cum neighbour,
I really gave my best.
All the best in Shanghai buddy!
The brotherhood will live on.
ps: If you realised, the Princess was makeup-less throughout the CNY celebrations but still looked as pretty as ever. =D
Night falls..
Night falls,
thoughts wander.
Trying hard to stop these nonsense from invading,
but to no avail.
When will you go away?
Where can I hide?
From the cruelty
of reality.
From the harassing nature
of you.
You,
My knight in shiny armour,
is the only one
with the power to
make me confuse,
make me hate,
make me wander
and
make me yearn.
Oh,
How I hate myself
for allowing all these!
You,
My knight in shiny armour,
when will you rescue me,
from these times?
Reunion Dinner
This year I had 3 reunion dinners in 2 weeks.
First up,
The one with my fellow Princesses and Nanny.
Met up with the ladies at Ngee Ann City’s Crystal Jade for dinner.
It was very meaningful for us.
The first time we actually really sit down and have dinner like a family.
Though Connie was missing with much regrets.
Dinner!
Princess and Geok Peng arrived first!
Next to arrive was Karen.
Then our beloved Nanny!
Oops, unclear.
Take 2.
Perfect.
Group photo outside Ngee Ann City.
Headed over to the 24 hours cafe in Cineleisure for drinks and chitchat.
Karen left early.
=C
Take 1
Take 2
Take 3
Take 4
Take 5
The person sitting at the next table got pissed.
She asked to take photo for us.
=D
The perfect one finally.
Ended the night on a happy note.
=D
Next reunion dinner was the next day.
11 Feb.
Venue?
Redhill.
This year,
we tried something different.
We had BBQ instead of the boring steamboat.
That is my Grandma.
What is she doing?
Orr, counting money.
Heh.
The little kids.
The Lees.
The little cousin who is almost one head taller then me now.
2nd aunt and nephew Zen.
King and Princess!
The sisters!
Princess and Queen!
Princess and 1st Aunt.
2nd Aunt, Zen and Princess
Sisters!
Niece Cheryl and 1st Aunt.
Kids playing with water.
They were so amuse with the cold water in the bucket that they use it to splash their faces and start laughing at it.
Hah.
Kids will always be kids.
Innocent.
Reunion dinner number 3 took place tonight.
Venue?
Woodlands.
Boring old steamboat.
Met up with Geok Peng in the afternoon to go Chinatown.
Trying to get into the Chinese New Year mood.
I was disgusted.
People perspiring like no tomorrow and just knock into you without apology.
Yuck!
And we saw a teapot.
My hair was tied by Geok Peng.
Us on the bus to Town after the horrifying experience in Cow Car Water.
My cutie Nathaniel.
In his own world.
Lo Hei!
Trying to find the abalone.
Aunt Val with Naomi.
Naomi and Princess.
Nat and Princess.
That is about all.
Really enjoyed myself,
with the kids and royal family.
Thanks everyone!
Happy Chinese New Year!!
Huat ar!
May I win big big during this period!
Killers-Bones
We took a back road.
We’re gonna look at the stars.
We took a backroad in my car.
Down to the ocean,it’s only water and sand
And in the ocean we’ll hold hands.
But I don’t really like you,
apologetically dressed in the best,
but on a heartbeat glide.
Without an answer,
the thunder speaks for the sky,
and on the cold, wet dirt I cry.
And on the cold, wet dirt I cry.Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones and your bones?
It’s only natural.A cinematic vision ensued
like the holiest dream.
It’s someone’s calling?
An angel whispers my name,
but the message relayed is the same:
“Wait till tomorrow,you’ll be fine.”
But it’s gone to the dogs in my mind.
I always hear themwhen the dead of nightomes
calling to save me from this fight.
But they can never wrong this right.Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones
on your bones?
It’s only natural.Don’t you wanna swim with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my skin
on your skin?
It’s only natural.Never had a lover,
never had soul.
Never had a good time,
never got gold.Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones
on your bones?
It’s only natural.Don’t you wanna swim with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my skin
on your skin?
It’s only natural.Don’t you wanna come with me?
Don’t you wanna feel my bones
on your bones?
It’s only natural.Come and take a swim with me.
Don’t you wanna feel my skin
on your skin?
It’s only natural
Annual Budget 2007
The budget is out.
I am not going to get the progress package.
Again.
As usual.
The government will introduce the Post-Secondary Education Account
(PSEA) for every Singaporean aged seven to 20; PSEA can be used at
publicly-funded universities, polytechnic.
This is the only good thing that came out of the Budget,
I guess.
This is a very critical moment for me.
With the release of the A levels results looming ahead,
prospects of going to University dimming,
this will so encourage me.
Having to worry less about money.
Anyway,
just came back an hour ago from dinner with Robin.
Such a regular downstairs till the drink stall uncle knows what I want before I even place my order.
Hah.
Guys,
I just quit my weekend job at Gone Fishing,
Mahjong or clubbing please remember to ask me hor!
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Blood Donation.
I am no longer a virgin.
A blood donation virgin that is.
Went to the Bloodbank at HSA with Robin on 4th Feb.
I was very very gu niang about donating the moment I saw the intimidating building.
However,
being the very brave Princess that I am,
I march right in and signed up without hesitation.
That courage lasted till the moment they called me in to the checkup room.
Was attended by the gay-like doctor again.
My blood pressure is pretty fine this time so I was accepted.
I did not know to cry or to laugh.
Really.
Went ahead to do the iron test and passed that without flinching.
And that was really the worse throughout the whole process.
I swear.
Was accompanied into the room by Robin,
Who was laughing at the gu niang me.
=C
*pout
No courage to see the needle.
Requested for extra towel to cover my face in case I cry.
The very nice nurse who attended to the Princess.
All smiles because,
I DO NOT FEEL A THING!
Robin.
The Knight in Crappy Armour.
My blood.
Squeeze!!
Relax!
Oops! Too relax already.
The bandage which I like!
The Ferrari we saw in town.
Xiao Long Bao for dinner!
Happy Robin waiting for dinner!
Pork Chop Fried Rice!
Sour and Spicy Soup!
The damage.
The treat was his farewell treat.
He is leaving for Shanghai on the 28th Feb.
=C
Bye Neighbour!
I will miss you.
And the lim jiu session.
And the mahjong session.
PS:
Went for relief teaching again this morning.
Emo Rant III
I know that I have blogged about this before.
But I did not receive any response.
Initiative.
A word treasured by firms.
A word treasured by educators.
A word treasured by females too.
All females want their loved ones to express their undying love without prompting.
However,
how would the typical male respond when a female express her love?
Does it mean the same thing?
Or does it hold a deeper meaning because it is not everyday that a female will take the initiative?
I have an experience of expressing my liking once,
though it did not work out due to our differences,
at least I tried,
and I do not regret my actions.
I believe it takes a great deal of guts to take the initiative.
I know for me,
it was tough.
I had to practise it in my mind for a few days before I actually do it.
For a guy,
is it the same?
Or is it easier?
Is the love that build on the female’s initiative more steady,
or it actually makes no difference?
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I hate these thoughts that come to my mind at night.
I hate these random things that invade my mind nightly.
They make me lose my patience and sleep.
They harass me till I give up the fight.
I hate myself for giving up so easily.
I hate myself for allowing this to happen.
Can morning come sooner?
Can the moonlight devour me?
And allow me to wander off to my own fantasty?
Can my fantasy become reality?
Clumsiness at work.
So, yesterday,
I burnt my hand while trying to get the bowl of mushroom soup out of the microwave at work.
All because,
Her Royal Highness thought that the dumb bowl is not THAT hot.
=.=
Today,
I burnt my LIPS while drinking the dumb soup from the instant noodles i called lunch.
Fantastic.
Almost could not wake up in time for my tuition earlier on.
I wonder what else is next.
Oh ya,
STUPID BLOGGER FORCED ME TO CHANGE TO THE NEW ONE!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!
