Habit

I have a weird habit.
Which is.

Whenever I am suppose to meet someone new,
as in,
a new friend or so,
or when I go out further than school,
or the market nearby,
I tend to put on make up.

I guess that is just my confidence ( or the lack of it) at work.

I am not someone who is very confident about her look.

Even if I may seems like a bimbo at times,
or someone who is super confident,
I am not.

I do not know the reason for this habit.

I talked to a friend about this.

She is someone who can go out with her friends in shorts and slippers and burps in front of them, new friends and old friends alike.

I guess I can never be like her.

I can never be as comfortable around people I do not know well just like she does.

However,
consolation is,
if I start to go out with someone without putting on any make up,
it means that I am comfortable going out with that person.
That excludes going to town.
=D

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