Emo Rant.
Today while I was walking in Wisma.
I suddenly remembered.
9th December 2005.
The day we got together.
9th December 2006.
Our 1st year anniversary.
If we were still together.
Got very emo after that,
which lasted up till now.
Seems like I still cannot get over him.
Or I just miss the happy times?
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Once upon a time,
I just wanted to find someone,
almost anyone,
to lend me a shoulder.
To rest my tired mind,
To rest my swollen eyes.
I realised,
that is not possible.
Just because,
there will be no happiness.
So what if I can rest my mind?
So what if I can rest my eyes?
It is not going to work if I cannot bring myself to look at him,
in the eyes.
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Recently,
I found someone.
I think he can lend me his shoulders.
I think he can lend me his ears.
I think he can give me love.
However,
I think he has someone else on his mind.
=C
