Memories

I thought I had left the memories behind that fateful day.
I thought I had cleanly forgotten about him.
I thought I had already moved on with my life.
I thought…

Apparently not.

I saw him this afternoon. With a girl.
I was heartbroken.
Memories came flooding back to me.
Happy ones.
Unhappy ones.
I realised that even though almost half a year had past, my feelings for him are still strong.

I could not let him go.
I can not bear the thought of him with another girl.

Why do I have to see him again after all this while?
After all the hardships I had gone through to forget him?

He did not give me a clear answer to where I stand in his heart.
He did not give me a status.

What should I do???

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