SVF II
Updates on SVF!
I have got another donor!
Miss Tan Yu Zhuang
Donation: 1 dinner
Whee! I realised I have got plenty of god friends.
Connie and Michelle wanted to donate all their coins to me today. Which could most probably total up to a few dollars. =D
Of cos, I did not accept. So heavy can!
COMEX 2006 @ EXPO, wait for me! I am coming!
ps: Robin is working at the Acer booth there. Say hi to him if you guys see him okie!
Save-Veron-Fund
I have decided to re-activate SVF. Save-Veron-Fund.
I need to get a digital camera, desperately.
I cannot stand not having a camera when I go out with my friends and miss taking those memorable moments.
I cannot depend on the lousy camera that my stupid phone has. Only space for one last photo left.
I need the camera!
I need to save.
Any kind soul willing to contribute can do so in terms of either:
(a)Food *because I am trying to save my money
(b)Booze *because I need to relax
(c)Cash *because I need the money!
in order to contribute, kindly leave your contacts in the meebo box on the left and I will get back to you as soon as possible. If you are my close friend, eg, Yuz, Chris, Robin, just sms me for my account number. 
THANKS IN ADVANCEE!
1st donor: Marcus Tan Wei Cong
Amount: $0.20 + One day’s expenses
Girls’ talk
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
later go there all screwed up guys how
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
lol
*Princess Difficult* says:
eh
*Princess Difficult* says:
shouldnt b lah
*Princess Difficult* says:
got QC one leh
*Princess Difficult* says:
u give mi criteria
*Princess Difficult* says:
i fax over
*Princess Difficult* says:
lol
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
wah.
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
ur friend standard gd not
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
lol
*Princess Difficult* says:
no looks bt gt heart la
*Princess Difficult* says:
haha
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
haha
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
okie lah..
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
rich nt
*Princess Difficult* says:
rich
*Princess Difficult* says:
own company
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
wahh…
Ripping through the gaps in the red clouds with my tattered wings says:
okok
A conversation between me and Yuz. So typical of us. Hah.
Nighttime swimming
Whee! Went swimming with Daddy dearest at Aunt Val’s condo. We had almost the whole pool to ourselves, except some pesky little boys initially. The breeze was good, water was warm and lighting were fabulous. We swam quite a bit considering both of us have not swim for quite some time. *Grins*
Had wanted to take Nat out today, to Orchard for a little shopping. Alas, he is still young. 3 years old!, so Aunt Val says no, in case he wants to *poop poop* and I have to find a toilet for him within 5 minutes. Hah. No choice, have to wait till he grows older. =D
Meeting up with Jason Wong later. He crashed his bike the other day and have decided to stop riding for good. Oh my, I thought that day will never come. Maybe I will drag him to take neo-prints with me later and post it here. Heh. Then, you guys can see the self-proclaimed GTO. *A joke between us*
Met up with Yuz and Robin the other day at McDonald. Had hell of a fun. Miss the mahjong days with them. Robin finally realized how 38s the both of us are. Hah.
Might be attending a 4e1 gathering this coming Friday. Unsure what my attitude should be. Glad? Excited? Worried? I was not particularly close to them, except for Wei Qi and Joy, but are they going too? I should go since Beng Khong took the effort to organise. Dilemma.
Hmm, looking forward to next Thursday though. Yan Ling’s birthday celebration! Whee. Princess 5+1 going out again!
Venue: K-box (tentatively)
Location: Unknown (We have not decided yet)
2 more weeks to prelims. 2 more months to WAR. 2½ more months to FREEDOM!!!
Father And Mother I Love You, korkor too..
Father And Mother I Love You, korkor too.
Yes. I love my family.
A sudden thought during dinner startled me.
Mum went to bed at 8+ last night. I was pretty worried.
Worried that something is wrong.
Worried that she is sick.
Worried that she might leave me soon.
Luckily, none of that is true. =D
I lost $50 yesterday (or was it the day before), and I whined to daddy last night about it. He lectured me about keeping money in that little purse of mine. He put $50 on my table this morning. Without saying anything, or maybe he said something but I was asleep, so I did not know. =D
Had my dinner just now. Mum cooked porridge. She knows that I do not like porridge so, she specially cooked just a bowl of rice, for me. =D
Kor, was bugging my just now. To go and eat the sweet potato dessert that Mum cooked. To go drink my tea. When I told him in a while, he stood behind me and nag. Sweet. =D
I love my family to bits. Though there are times that they bug me a little too much, like Daddy calling me last night at 1130pm to bug me to go home from Mac, I know they have my interest at heart.
Just want to say thanks to them. For being so nice to me even when I am a brat. Thanks for giving born to me instead of a piece of Char Siew, quote from Mum dearest.
I LOVE MY FAMILY! So should you!
ps: I cannot imagine a world without any of them!
F***
Argh! I dropped $50 today, and I do not know at where! Stupid! I curse the person who picks it up!
Memories
I thought I had left the memories behind that fateful day.
I thought I had cleanly forgotten about him.
I thought I had already moved on with my life.
I thought…
Apparently not.
I saw him this afternoon. With a girl.
I was heartbroken.
Memories came flooding back to me.
Happy ones.
Unhappy ones.
I realised that even though almost half a year had past, my feelings for him are still strong.
I could not let him go.
I can not bear the thought of him with another girl.
Why do I have to see him again after all this while?
After all the hardships I had gone through to forget him?
He did not give me a clear answer to where I stand in his heart.
He did not give me a status.
What should I do???
Public transport
Have not set foot on any public transport for the past 1 week. Exactly.
Reason? Daddy sends me to school every morning before reporting for work, fetches me after school everyday after work. Where got time to take bus? Hah.
School is pretty much the same, boring.
Closer to Connie these few days. Unsure why too.
2 more weeks to Prelims. About 2 more months to the big A’s. Hell.
Shit.
Aunt Val gave birth on 16 August 2006 to a healthy baby girl. Currently known as En Ci. What a sweet and nice name. Unlike mine, so not suitable for me.
Went to Ang Mo Kio to catch Yibin korkor’s basketball match. Not exciting at all. Maybe it is because we are use to the actions and suspense from Kor’s matches.
I sat beside a cute guy and he spoke to me! I know I sound a little erm. Hah. But, fact is, I was so sloppily dressed! An oversized orange tee with shorts and specs and I tied up my hair! Look so auntie! But he still spoke to me and asked me to stay to watch his match! Too bad, we got to go to fetch Nathaniel home, so I could not stay.
Hopefully Dad and Mum want to watch the Sunday matches. Maybe he will still remember me. Heh. Or, Next Friday’s. =D
Enough of my “Hua Chi”-ness.
Back to boring old me.
Was chatting with an ex-colleague the other day. He was asking me how old I was. 18, I answered. Then suddenly, a horrible thought struck me. I am 18! Going to be 20 soon! So old! I miss my childhood! I miss the days where I do not have a single care in the whole world!
Argh! 20 is so old!
Dream
I just had the weirdest dream ever. I dreamt of my primary school classmates. Not them literally. I dreamt that I saw a online photo book of one of them and it contained photos of our primary school class. Not only people from my class, but from other classes as well. It seems very real. Everyone in the picture appeared as they were when we were young. I remember seeing ismail, lixin (though we were never in the same class before) and ming xuan (who has since passed away). These are the people whom I remember. I was not close to anyone of them, and I only found out lixin was from the same primary school as me last year, when we met at Pioneer. It was a very nice feeling though. To be able to “meet them” though we would never meet up in real life, except for lixin whom i see in school often. I wonder how everyone is doing. Hope they are doing fine, and may ming xuan rest in peace.
Yuz is at the airport now, waiting to board her flight to Taiwan. She just informed me today. What a fantastic friend. =C Coming back on 22nd, meaning, I cannot be there to welcome her back! Argh! I want to go to the airport!
Ps: Does anyone knows what that dream means?
